Happy New Year to my beloved Family and Friends! :) I hope it finds everyone happy, healthy, and ready for a fresh start. I know I am. I have a list of New Year's resolutions, I need to force myself to keep up on. Here's my brief goofy ass list:
1. work out more. Supposedly this expands one's life span, and makes for a better life overall.
2. Eat more fruits and veggies. I'm getting there, vitamin supplements aren't going to replace the goodness that's grown in the ground.
3. Think positive. I hate that I'm such a pessimist/realist, whatever. That attitude definitely needs to change if I want to see my life change too.
4. Write, write, write, again. It sucks that I haven't attempted anything really creative in years. I have no excuse for this, but pure laziness alone.
5. Don't take my family and friends for granted. This is horrible, but I do it all the time though!!!! It needs to stop.
That's all I can think of right now, if there's more, I really don't feeling like adding it here.
I had a really wonderful Xmas spent outside of the house (to escape how Xmas used to be, with all of those memories) we spent it with family, our neighbors, and friends of the family as well. It was a blast. It really kept my mind off of it. Like I mentioned in my previous post, I'm not really into holidays anymore. I spent a shit ton of money on my family, but I don't care, to me, they're worth it.
My New Year was insane. I rang in the new year with two great friends of mine, Tabitha and Melissa. We were dumb enough to go to a club downtown. Needless to say, it was a mistake and won't ever happen again. I hate large crowds of people. Smelly people, drunk people, and disgusting men that think it's ok to grab your ass and shove their member in there while dancing behind you. NOTE TO ALL MEN, IF THE GIRL WANTS YOU TO PUT THE MOVES ON HER, SHE'LL LET YOU KNOW. Not the other way around. Sometimes I want to look good and just spend time with my friends. I'm not about hooking up at clubs. Its dangerous and you never know who you're really bringing home with you. So screw that notion.
I have been happily single for 6 months now. :D No action whatsoever with any guys, just taking care of me, myself, and I. I miss sex every once in awhile, but really, who doesn't? Sex is a natural part of oneself, whether we want to admit it or not, we are all wired as sexual creatures. I see nothing wrong with it! ;) My time will come. I need to be healthier physically and emotionally before I can date seriously again. If anything happens now, it will remain casual.
What else to write about? I'm still with my temp agency and the awesome company I am not going to mention here. My contract is up in a week or so, I hope they buy it and keep me on full time. Who knows what the bosses agendas are. I've stopped worrying about it because there's no point. If its out of my hands then so be it. I show up everyday, with a nice mold-able attitude ready to learn, so hopefully they can see that.
Just wanted to do a quick little update.
That's all she wrote....
For....
Now....
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