Well, my good friend Liz and I had a joint 25th birthday party this year. We had it on her actual day, mine was a week earlier, but it fell on a Sunday. Everyone had a great time. We went to Cortland's Garage downtown and I highly recommend it to everyone. It has a great atmosphere. Relaxed and fun all at the same time. We used Emporer Limo services, their limos were absolutely amazing. Enough room for everyone, great music, and the floor lit up to the beat. I would definitely utilize them again! (hopefully they won't hate me because we left miller lite in the back... I bought a 24 pack and my friends were unable to finish it because we got there so quickly) ooops. Hopefully the people after us drank it and put it to good use. :) Oh well, shit happens.
I ripped my skirt so far up, my cheeks almost glistened all the way through. And, no... I'm not talking about my face. I am a fool when it comes to dresses, skirts, and delicate clothing for women. I am a natural tomboy by choice. I prefer t shirts, jeans, and hoodies over make up everyday and looking fancy pantsy. But, it was my 25th, so I had to look somewhat nice, I guess. My fool self forgot to pull the skirt UP as I climbed into the limo. I am short, limo is tall, you can figure out the rest. I was pretty upset. I get irritated at dumb things, I'm a girl... really.. what do you expect?
As the evening continued the skirt did rip more and more, but luckily it got worse right when the bar closed, and I had a jacket to cover up any inappropriate body parts. I don't remember how much I had to drink that night, and I don't care. No one got sick, everyone socialized with everyone else and they told me over and over again how much fun they had. :) That made me feel good. I have different groups of friends that don't always mesh well together. Most of the time I keep them separate. But, when its a large event.. they have to suck it up and deal.
I think next year I will aim for a low key birthday, but for the 30th... watch out. I want to do something amazing for that. :)
After that kickass time, I have been applying to jobs everyday since the last one let me go. I am not happy that the temp agency I used hasn't called me with any leads yet. I'm not so sure I want to continue using them in the future. If push comes to shove and I really can't find anything in the next few months, then I will use them again. But, overall.. .I hate temp agencies. They never call you, I always have to leave them voicemails, they change interview days/times... it's just a hassle overall. I hate it when they ask me 'Can you be ready in a half hour?' and I have to rush to an interview. Slap on some make up, grab my updated resume, and dress all professional. What is that? I like prepping for interviews beforehand. Not trying to beat traffic just to get there. Absolutely ridiculous.
I have already received countless rejection emails in my inbox. No surprise really. No one seems to hire entry level positions these days. It doesn't make any sense. They don't want to pay you all that much, but yet they want people with 5-10 years experience in the field that I am trying to get into. What the hell is that about? How in the hell am I supposed to gain experience, if no one will hire me so I can place it on my precious, precious, little resume? What is this game that employment agencies play with people? Because that's all it looks like really. ONE BIG FUCKING GAME. Pardon my French.
I really hope things start to improve. To keep myself positive mentally, I am going to eat healthier, attempt to get to bed at a normal time. ATTEMPT I say. And, work out at the local park district 2-3 days a week. Release those precious endorphins. Huzzah!
I am still proudly single and shall remain thus. Recently I have been hanging out with a previous co worker of mine (Dima) :) If it goes somewhere it does, if not.. I'm sure he and I will still remain friends at the very least. He's a good guy, and I do care about him. I'm sure he knows that. I just don't want any titles right now. No confining 'boyfriend/girlfriend' bullcrap. I'm done playing that role in life for now. All it leads to is disappointment in the love game itself. Whatevs. I'm young, and I want to stay that way as long as I can.
I also want to try my hand at acting. I would love to audition for horror movies but the way my life is going, who knows at this stage in the game. If I can land a job, I wouldn't mind taking acting classes on the side... just to let some steam off.
That's all she wrote. For now.
