Bye bye 2009

Adios 2009, you won't be missed.
I can honestly say you are possibly the worst year in my entire life.. and I would love nothing more than to erase you completely from my memory. Since I cannot do that, I will have to cope with your shitastic ways, and hopefully come out with my head above the turbulent waters.

I have lost so much this year, it is ridiculous. My Yia Yia in July, my Daddy in October, I'm done with you death. Go pick on someone your own size. Leave me, and my family the hell alone. I have suffered much, and I will probably suffer every day of my life... over this crap.... people tell me that it will make me stronger... I really hope they are right, because sometimes I don't feel very strong at all.

This year has brought me nothing but pain, grief, and low self worth. The lack of a 'real' job, that will actually lead me somewhere in this life has to do with the latter.

Instead of more bitching... I am going to make a list of resolutions. I am going to follow this list of resolutions, and it will be a better year. Damnit.

Here we go:
1. clean my room
2. clean the basement
3. apply to jobs on a frequent basis
4. workout more (let's face it, my muscles need it)
5. do not be afraid of new things
6. think positively (this one is going to be hard)
7. be a better person
8. shower more
9. eat greens
10. be myself.. forever and for always
11. date more, I'm young and I'm allowed to have fun, with more than one guy at a time (like that will ever happen)

I really don't have anything else to say.

So... HAPPY 2010 EVERYBODY! I hope this new year finds you well. Health, happiness, sexy times ( a winky wink;) I know I miss that.....

Peace.

Bye bye 2009

Adios 2009, you won't be missed.
I can honestly say you are possibly the worst year in my entire life.. and I would love nothing more than to erase you completely from my memory. Since I cannot do that, I will have to cope with your shitastic ways, and hopefully come out with my head above the turbulent waters.

I have lost so much this year, it is ridiculous. My Yia Yia in July, my Daddy in October, I'm done with you death. Go pick on someone your own size. Leave me, and my family the hell alone. I have suffered much, and I will probably suffer every day of my life... over this crap.... people tell me that it will make me stronger... I really hope they are right, because sometimes I don't feel very strong at all.

This year has brought me nothing but pain, grief, and low self worth. The lack of a 'real' job, that will actually lead me somewhere in this life has to do with the latter.

Instead of more bitching... I am going to make a list of resolutions. I am going to follow this list of resolutions, and it will be a better year. Damnit.

Here we go:
1. clean my room
2. clean the basement
3. apply to jobs on a frequent basis
4. workout more (let's face it, my muscles need it)
5. do not be afraid of new things
6. think positively (this one is going to be hard)
7. be a better person
8. shower more
9. eat greens
10. be myself.. forever and for always
11. date more, I'm young and I'm allowed to have fun, with more than one guy at a time (like that will ever happen)

I really don't have anything else to say.

So... HAPPY 2010 EVERYBODY! I hope this new year finds you well. Health, happiness, sexy times ( a winky wink;) I know I miss that.....

Peace.

Merry Christmas Daddy

Happy Holidays everyone.
Here's a little ditty by yours truly. It isn't the greatest... so yeah.

We used to play catch and soccer too
You taught me how to be strong
And I taught you...
How to stay young
Hip and 'with it'

We were a team of goofballs you and I
Always laughing
Rarely you made me cry
You were a great listener
Arms always open for a hug

Never hesitant
Never compromising
Just how much you loved
Your Family

I'll try to keep my 'chin up'
But it will never be easy
I will never be the same

I love you and I miss you, Dad
I hope one day
We meet again

Merry Christmas Daddy

Happy Holidays everyone.
Here's a little ditty by yours truly. It isn't the greatest... so yeah.

We used to play catch and soccer too
You taught me how to be strong
And I taught you...
How to stay young
Hip and 'with it'

We were a team of goofballs you and I
Always laughing
Rarely you made me cry
You were a great listener
Arms always open for a hug

Never hesitant
Never compromising
Just how much you loved
Your Family

I'll try to keep my 'chin up'
But it will never be easy
I will never be the same

I love you and I miss you, Dad
I hope one day
We meet again

We're All In the Same Boat

Called unemployment.. or dissatisfaction with ones current employment.
Here is a solution to your problem my fellow college grads.
Enjoy.

http://www.gradstaff.com/

This might be the website for you. I believe I found this through my Mom's friend. I have to say, I got an email from the position I applied to within the week! I do not have said position yet, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the phone interview goes well. :)

This economy is rough, not just on recent college grads, but I would imagine the rest of our population as well. This site is obviously geared towards those of us with little to no experience in an actual working environment. In other words, we have a chance. Our lack of experience just might be the key to a new career.

I sound so positive right now, it makes me want to punch a baby. Ok, not really. Anyways, check it out if you all want.

Best of luck.

Keep in touch.

SEP

We're All In the Same Boat

Called unemployment.. or dissatisfaction with ones current employment.
Here is a solution to your problem my fellow college grads.
Enjoy.

http://www.gradstaff.com/

This might be the website for you. I believe I found this through my Mom's friend. I have to say, I got an email from the position I applied to within the week! I do not have said position yet, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the phone interview goes well. :)

This economy is rough, not just on recent college grads, but I would imagine the rest of our population as well. This site is obviously geared towards those of us with little to no experience in an actual working environment. In other words, we have a chance. Our lack of experience just might be the key to a new career.

I sound so positive right now, it makes me want to punch a baby. Ok, not really. Anyways, check it out if you all want.

Best of luck.

Keep in touch.

SEP