Monday, January 18, 2010

After Midnight Ponderings...

We Can All Help Them.....
I ponder why things happen the way they do. Does everything really happen for a reason? I honestly don't think so. I just think things happen because they happen. Like that one quote, life happens while you're busy making other plans. I completely agree with that. We can't predict our deaths. And, I think fate is a silly concept. If you are in the right place at the right time, and area in your life and you just happen to 'meet that special someone' it's all chance really.

Although, sometimes I think... if I didn't go to that party... I would never have met him, or done this, or felt that way. If I was somewhere else instead... true, my life would have indeed been different. By how much though, I'll never really know.

Besides all that crap, I've been thinking alot about the victims in Haiti, and just how awful the entire situation is becoming. I already contributed $10 to the American Red Cross via text messaging. If anyone that reads this wants to do the same.. simply text HAITI to 90999. You will get a confirmation text that you reply yes to.. then, it charges it to your phone bill. If you don't believe the number is legit, research it online... because it is. I am thinking of sending another $10 out this weekend or something. It won't even help them, but I'm trying. I'm also thinking about paying for a tent.. this option is through facebook and I think it's a little over $60. Chump change for those of us with part time jobs, or parents that still care enough to help out a little. I can't imagine what the poor families, the children, everyone.. I can't imagine how they feel over there. So much loss and devastation, it's so sad.

I find it funny that people often ask themselves where God is during all of this. What is he supposed to do? Reach down his mighty hand and take everything back? C'mon now. I must be agnostic or something.. because whatever I believe... whatever it is.. doesn't involve itself in our daily lives.... ever. That means prayer, hope, and crying to something that doesn't want to bother with you, isn't going to help your situation any. If there is a grand spirit out there after all, I believe he will help those who help themselves. And, I'm done with that topic.. so I don't offend anyone.

Still on the job hunt, looking for another part time.. or full time. I would love to quit the job I have. I just feel like I am drowning in my life... if that makes any sense. On a positive note, I am making friends with my co workers so it's less awkward there. We even socialize after work! OH MY!

Still single and honestly loving it. I see all of my friends at work dealing with ridiculous relationship drama, which sadly just comes with the territory anyway. Debating should they break up, shouldn't they break up? I'm over that debate. If I am attracted to someone they will know it. Cause I show it. Dating is highly overrated, I prefer just hanging out with someone and getting to know them that way, instead of having an awkward dinner conversation. Just saying.

We out for now.

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