Sunday, November 15, 2009

Happiness.... I miss it

The title should pretty much explain everything.
Here are a few updates on my life if anyone cares...poetry may or may not go up here later... we'll see....
1. my Yia Yia passed away in July
2. my Dad passed away Oct. 29, 2009 from a sudden stroke he suffered earlier that week. He died a day before he and my Mom's birthday. Yes, they were born on the same day. You know what my Mom had to do for her birthday? Pick out her husband's headstone.... and her own. WTF? Life is a heartless, cruel, sadistic, bitch.
3. met a new guy, I'm not gonna mention names. Things look alright between us so far, nothing serious, which is a good thing. We are just 'hanging out' seeing where stuff goes. So far, so good... but, ya never know. That's the only positive part thus far.

Everything else just blows. That's the best way to describe it all.... blows.

For those of you that still have both or even one of your parents... be they biological for some of you, or not.... don't ever take them for granted. Tomorrow is promised to no one. I will live with the last thing I ever said to my Dad, the last weekend I saw him alive. I was heading to work, and all I said was 'Bye Dad, I'll see you later.' That, was it. I don't remember if I said I loved him or not, I just hope he knows how much I do.

I don't have much else to say.

That's all.

2 comments:

  1. Sarah, you are such a strong person and I know your dad and grandmother are so proud of you. Keep your head up babygurl, I'm still praying for you and your family. I know it's not easy but I'm here if you ever wanna chat and I still keep up with your blog :)

    <3 Shirls

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  2. I didn't know about your father, hun, and I'm so sorry. We haven't seen each other in years and I'm sad about that. If you ever wanna talk or get together, I'd love to see you. You are such a shining light and I know your father is proud of you.
    Love you,
    Nicole Glaser

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