Things That Are

I don't have too much to say right now. Hrm.
I have a new job with Armia Systems-iScripts.com. :) I work Mon and Weds there. I am hoping to expand my hours and eventually move up to 'full' time. It would be nice. Really, really nice. My boss is Aji. He is a pretty cool guy, and he puts up with my antics, so what else can I really ask for?

My goal is to quit Potbelly's by this summer. I can't stand it there anymore. I'm tired of the BS, tired of the drama, tired of being treated like crap by people that can't keep their issues at home. I have my moody moments too, oh trust me... my bad side is a baaad side. My coworkers there are going to bring out the bad side in me, real soon. Well, a few are anyway. And, if they read this.. I doubt they will... deal. I don't care what people hear me say about them anymore.. I'm going to say what I want, about whomever I want. So there.

I'm still hunting for other jobs. A never-ending journey it seems to be.

I stumbled across this website. http://www.legacy.com/gb2/default.aspx?bookID=4578570319462&sort=1
It makes me sad. But, I like looking at it.

Also this one: http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/dailyherald/obituary.aspx?page=lifestory&pid=135181926

That's all for now.

Things That Are

I don't have too much to say right now. Hrm.
I have a new job with Armia Systems-iScripts.com. :) I work Mon and Weds there. I am hoping to expand my hours and eventually move up to 'full' time. It would be nice. Really, really nice. My boss is Aji. He is a pretty cool guy, and he puts up with my antics, so what else can I really ask for?

My goal is to quit Potbelly's by this summer. I can't stand it there anymore. I'm tired of the BS, tired of the drama, tired of being treated like crap by people that can't keep their issues at home. I have my moody moments too, oh trust me... my bad side is a baaad side. My coworkers there are going to bring out the bad side in me, real soon. Well, a few are anyway. And, if they read this.. I doubt they will... deal. I don't care what people hear me say about them anymore.. I'm going to say what I want, about whomever I want. So there.

I'm still hunting for other jobs. A never-ending journey it seems to be.

I stumbled across this website. http://www.legacy.com/gb2/default.aspx?bookID=4578570319462&sort=1
It makes me sad. But, I like looking at it.

Also this one: http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/dailyherald/obituary.aspx?page=lifestory&pid=135181926

That's all for now.

Mis Suenos

I had another dream last night. This time my Yia Yia was in it too. It was a beautiful dream. My Yia Yia and Daddy were spirits... or something. I was the only one that could see them, my sister and my Mom felt them there, but didn't know how to look. So, I pointed in the right direction and showed them how. Eventually my Yia Yia and my Daddy appeared to them, and then we were all crying out of joy and what not. Each of us knew there wasn't enough time, that they could only stay for so long, and then they would be off... somewhere.. into the great beyond or something...

I hugged my deceased grandmother, and then, just as I was about to hug my Daddy, I woke up.... sobbing. Sobbing because it was all so real. So, very, very, tangible. I felt like I could reach out, and touch them, and it would make life better again. I couldn't stop crying, because this life is sadder than the one depicted in my dreams. Sometimes I don't want to wake up... no, not in that sense.. I just wish I could roam around all day in a dream like state... or something close to it.

I don't know why I am having these dreams, maybe it is better not to ask. I have always believed in ghosts, spirits, souls.. and the like. Maybe its their way of communicating with me? Assuring me.. telling me.. I am going to be ok... we are all going to be just fine? I don't know. But, I don't mind. I look forward to more dreams where the people I cherish most are live again... in my heart.

That's all for now folks.

Mis Suenos

I had another dream last night. This time my Yia Yia was in it too. It was a beautiful dream. My Yia Yia and Daddy were spirits... or something. I was the only one that could see them, my sister and my Mom felt them there, but didn't know how to look. So, I pointed in the right direction and showed them how. Eventually my Yia Yia and my Daddy appeared to them, and then we were all crying out of joy and what not. Each of us knew there wasn't enough time, that they could only stay for so long, and then they would be off... somewhere.. into the great beyond or something...

I hugged my deceased grandmother, and then, just as I was about to hug my Daddy, I woke up.... sobbing. Sobbing because it was all so real. So, very, very, tangible. I felt like I could reach out, and touch them, and it would make life better again. I couldn't stop crying, because this life is sadder than the one depicted in my dreams. Sometimes I don't want to wake up... no, not in that sense.. I just wish I could roam around all day in a dream like state... or something close to it.

I don't know why I am having these dreams, maybe it is better not to ask. I have always believed in ghosts, spirits, souls.. and the like. Maybe its their way of communicating with me? Assuring me.. telling me.. I am going to be ok... we are all going to be just fine? I don't know. But, I don't mind. I look forward to more dreams where the people I cherish most are live again... in my heart.

That's all for now folks.

Back from Paris :)

My wonderful familia in the Louvre. If you look in the background you can see the Victory Statue. Stunning, yes? :)

I just got back from Paris yesterday. It was a beautiful city. We saw the Louvre, Notre Dame, the Arc di Triomphe, walked along the Champs Elyesee, toured the Palace of Versailles, went atop the Eiffel Tower, and saw a rather adult oriented show at the real Moulin Rouge. Twas an amazing vacation overall, and a much needed one at that.

My family and I needed this, to get away from the house... to leave the memories behind for a little bit. Of course, the memories followed us, and it was hard for the first family vacation without my Dad around. I suppose this year will be a year filled of firsts like that. We just have to pull together, be strong, and move on like he would want us to. It's hard, and its only been a few months... I can see the long stretch of road ahead of me, but I am definitely trying.

I took various pictures which I don't really feeling like posting here... so, my readers.. you get this one. A bright photograph from the Louvre. One of the biggest museums I have ever had the pleasure to tour. There are over 30,000 exhibits of art in this museum. If someone wanted to try and go through all the rooms, they wouldn't be able to. Good luck with that!

Paris is a city filled of vintage buildings and shops that line the quaint cobblestone streets. The ever sexy language, (French) is most pleasing to the ears. Much like other romance languages, I wouldn't even care if someone swore at me in French, I would probably just drool on them anyway. I loved hearing our concierge direct us to restaurants and tour venues , the polite waiters that greeted us with a friendly 'Bonjour!'. It was all just so wonderful.

I want to go back. Then, I want to go to London, Italy, Greece, and Germany. I know one day I will make each of these countries. It will happen. As soon as I get a 'real' job, and some 'real' money stashed away.. I see these trips as becoming more of a reality than ever before. I also want to live in a European country for at least a year. I don't really see that happening to be honest, with everything that has happened in my life this year.. I'm not sure I want to stray too far from home just yet. But, when the time is right, it is a fun possibility to consider.

I'm not sure I have much else to report on. I am still on the job hunt. If I find anything of great awesomeness... it will definitely show up here.

My message to everyone is this.... live, travel, absorb, and most importantly record everything.

We out.

Back from Paris :)

My wonderful familia in the Louvre. If you look in the background you can see the Victory Statue. Stunning, yes? :)

I just got back from Paris yesterday. It was a beautiful city. We saw the Louvre, Notre Dame, the Arc di Triomphe, walked along the Champs Elyesee, toured the Palace of Versailles, went atop the Eiffel Tower, and saw a rather adult oriented show at the real Moulin Rouge. Twas an amazing vacation overall, and a much needed one at that.

My family and I needed this, to get away from the house... to leave the memories behind for a little bit. Of course, the memories followed us, and it was hard for the first family vacation without my Dad around. I suppose this year will be a year filled of firsts like that. We just have to pull together, be strong, and move on like he would want us to. It's hard, and its only been a few months... I can see the long stretch of road ahead of me, but I am definitely trying.

I took various pictures which I don't really feeling like posting here... so, my readers.. you get this one. A bright photograph from the Louvre. One of the biggest museums I have ever had the pleasure to tour. There are over 30,000 exhibits of art in this museum. If someone wanted to try and go through all the rooms, they wouldn't be able to. Good luck with that!

Paris is a city filled of vintage buildings and shops that line the quaint cobblestone streets. The ever sexy language, (French) is most pleasing to the ears. Much like other romance languages, I wouldn't even care if someone swore at me in French, I would probably just drool on them anyway. I loved hearing our concierge direct us to restaurants and tour venues , the polite waiters that greeted us with a friendly 'Bonjour!'. It was all just so wonderful.

I want to go back. Then, I want to go to London, Italy, Greece, and Germany. I know one day I will make each of these countries. It will happen. As soon as I get a 'real' job, and some 'real' money stashed away.. I see these trips as becoming more of a reality than ever before. I also want to live in a European country for at least a year. I don't really see that happening to be honest, with everything that has happened in my life this year.. I'm not sure I want to stray too far from home just yet. But, when the time is right, it is a fun possibility to consider.

I'm not sure I have much else to report on. I am still on the job hunt. If I find anything of great awesomeness... it will definitely show up here.

My message to everyone is this.... live, travel, absorb, and most importantly record everything.

We out.

Things and Even More Things

Well. For those of you that read my thoughts. I appreciate that you all do, trust me. I apologize if my site is acting peculiar lately. Apparently I have been 'link spammed' so whenever I try to log in.. it takes a few minutes and I have to fight with the cursor to get it in the right place before it takes me to another website. I complained to e blogger.. and sent them a little message.. so far no help. I think I will continue to complain until they fix my site... or else! Stupid spammers.. can't they find anything better to do with their measly lives????

This Saturday, the 20th.. my family and I are leaving for Paris, France. :D I couldn't be more excited. I have never been to Europe before. The trip is under sad pretense though because it was originally supposed to be an anniversary trip between my Mom and Dad. But then, life decided to shit on my face... my Dad passed away.. and my Mom is left with a trip by herself. She decided to take my sister and I with her. It's going to hurt being there without my Daddy, but I know he would still want us to have a good time. I know it. There will be plenty of pictures.. and a definite blog after that trip.

I am hoping for two interviews this week. I need change... and I need it now. I will go insane without it.

Other than that, I just need to get to packing... and getting healthier... cause my allergies/sinuses are bringing me down. I must be healthy for the city of love! <3

Have fun/safe spring breaks everyone.

We out.